I really wish we live in Black Mirror universe where we can stay in the happiest time we ever had. Or perhaps, please please please pretty please someone invents a time machine soon, so I can go back to the time when I was just a naive student in Singapore.
It was a comfortable bubble for me. I was studying. I had many close friends. I didn’t need to worry about my financial situation. I had a boyfriend. I loved my job.
Time is really such a funny thing. I know growing up is inevitable but really, sometimes I wish I don’t have as much responsibilities as much as I have now. Life is definitely much simpler back then in 2010-2013.
I always have this clear vision on my mind, where I can go back to my past, and watch it as if I was watching a movie, sitting comfortably inside a timeless bubble. Perhaps that’s how death feels like, to rewatch and just really see how we used to live our past lives, from third-eye view, in a comfortable darkness, where time doesn’t exist.
